First Day Jitters: Surviving Math, Mixed Media, and Writing Classes as an Awkwardly Introverted College Student

First Day of College: A Rollercoaster of Emotions and New Challenges

So yesterday was my first day back at college, and OMG 😳—what was I thinking? 😂 For real, though, I was completely lost in my algebra class. Like, I definitely need a tutor because math has never been my strong suit, and to top it off, the professor gave us homework on the very first day. I’m over here pulling my hair out, seriously.

Don’t get me wrong, I’m excited about this new direction in my life, but I could definitely do without math. Next up was my mixed media collage class, where we had to draw ourselves. Let me tell you—my non-artistic behind was horrendous at it. 😂 I can’t draw to save my life, but digitally? Maybe. Can’t I just skip these and jump straight to my major with all the computers and graphic design? I’m way more comfortable there. But nope, I’ve got writing classes too, and another drawing class, this time with charcoal. I took that class back in San Francisco at AAU, and even then, I had a tutor. So yeah, no. 😂

And to make things even better, when I got home, I was so tired 🥱 from everything that I completely forgot to log in and do my homework! 😆 So I ended up staying up all night trying to finish my math homework 📚. Honestly, can I do this again? 🆘 I’m really hoping this math class is the last one I ever have to take.

Today’s class is writing, and while I’m pretty good at it, I wouldn’t call myself a pro. I’ve got some issues with grammar and formatting, but the ideas are solid—it’s just getting them to come out right that’s the challenge. But hey, at least I’m in my element a little more with writing. Let’s see how it goes! I’ve got this… right?

The Best Part of Day One: EOF Success 🎉

But wait, how could I forget the most awesome part of my first day? I got into the EOF (Educational Opportunity Fund) program—big whoop 🙌🏾! The moment I left the building, I jumped for joy. I was too happy 😃, and I didn’t care 🤷🏾‍♀️ who saw me. 😂 The more help I can get in college, the better my time will be here, and I can get shit done ✅. This program is going to make a world of difference, and I’m beyond grateful for the opportunity.

Reflecting on Day One

Starting college again after some time off is no joke. It’s a blend of excitement, anxiety, and a whole lot of “What am I doing here?” moments. Day one threw me headfirst into the deep end with algebra (definitely not my forte), and let’s just say I was more than a little out of my depth. The homework on the first day didn’t help, either. 😂

But the real kicker was my mixed media collage class. I’ve always been more comfortable behind a computer screen, working with digital tools rather than a pencil and paper. So, when the assignment was to draw a self-portrait, I knew I was in trouble. My attempt was far from a masterpiece, but hey, I gave it my best shot.

Learning to Embrace the Challenge

There’s something humbling about stepping out of your comfort zone and trying something new, even if it doesn’t go perfectly. While I might not be winning any art awards anytime soon, I’m learning that it’s okay to not be perfect at everything. College is about growth, and sometimes that means facing your weaknesses head-on.

I’ve got a long road ahead, with more classes, more homework, and definitely more late nights. But as much as I’d love to skip straight to my graphic design courses, I know that every class is building a foundation for what’s to come. So, even if I’m pulling my hair out over algebra or trying not to laugh at my own drawings, I’m going to give it my all.

Wish me luck—I’m going to need it!