Awkwardly Introverted

My Virtual Golden Retriever 🐶✨ I really want a dog—like, desperately. But let’s be honest, with the way this economy is set up, I just can’t afford one right now. 😩 So, instead of a real pup, I created my own little digital companion, and here we are—me and my adorable (virtual) Golden Retriever. 💛 There’s something so comforting about the idea of having a dog. Just imagine coming home after a long, exhausting day to the sight of a wagging tail, eyes full of love, and the kind of excitement only a dog can bring. It’s the little things, like that warm greeting, that make a house feel like home. 🏡 But for now, I have to settle for my cute digital furball, which is better than nothing! One day though, I'll get to experience the real deal—the long walks in the park, the endless puppy cuddles, and, of course, the moment I finally get to be a real dog mom. 🐶💖 Happy International Women’s Day! 💪🏾✨💖 Today, we celebrate the incredible achievements of women everywhere. Whether in the...

I don’t know if it’s something about me that people can pick up on without me saying a word or if it’s somehow written across my face, but in all the months I’ve been on campus, I haven’t made any meaningful connections. My professors, advisor, and EOF counselor have been wonderful—understanding and supportive—but outside of that? There’s nothing. Starting over at 37 isn’t easy, but it’s not something I can’t handle. I’m perfectly fine on my own—I’ve learned to enjoy my own company, to find peace in the quiet moments. ✨ But sometimes, I can’t help but think about how nice it would be to have someone to share things with—a friend to laugh with, or even a travel companion for those times I want to explore the world. 🌍 Making friends at this stage of life feels impossible, though. It’s like trying to break into a social circle where everyone already has their place, and I’m just there on the outside, wondering if there’s room for me. Some days, I feel invisible; other days, I wonder if I...