Awkwardly Introverted

Today, New Jersey is blanketed in a winter wonderland. The snow is sticking, and it’s expected to continue into tomorrow, with predictions of up to 10 inches. It’s exactly the kind of picturesque snowfall I wanted for Christmas—but didn’t get. Now, sitting here in my cozy room, munching on chips and pretzels, and watching old episodes of Haunted History on YouTube, it’s hard not to feel like the world outside is magical... even if everything inside this country feels far from it. 🛋️🍿📺 The snowstorm prompted Governor Murphy to issue a state of emergency. While the roads are messy, and I’m grateful to be indoors, I couldn’t help but hope that this storm would complicate certain travel plans—particularly for those heading to Washington for tomorrow's indoor swearing-in ceremony. The thought of fewer people attending what feels like an embarrassing political spectacle brings a small smile to my face. ❄️🚧👀 Instead of dwelling on that circus, I’m choosing to focus on something much ...

This week has been a rollercoaster for me. Battling Behçet's disease can be a constant uphill struggle, and life always seems to throw these flare-ups at the worst possible moments. But even during tough times like now, I’m finding little victories, and I want to share my journey. Hospitalization and Ongoing Struggles: I've been in the hospital for four days now, unable to eat, drink, or talk due to Behçet's disease. It became so severe that I had to undergo another endoscopic procedure (EGD). Behçet's has attacked my esophagus again, and it has brought back painful tongue sores and thrush. I started antifungal medication, which is slowly helping me recover. It’s been frustrating knowing that this one issue is holding me back from going home, especially with so many important things coming up—like my college classes starting in 11 days and a big interview on Monday. The Pain in My Hands: Along with everything else, my hands have been a major source of frustration ...